So, tomorrow will be the day.

Year 11, many told me that it will not be an easy year.

Friends in the church, and also a friend who is going to start his Year 10 this year.

But in fact, I don't quite understand how tough it will be.

I was so looking forward to it.

And tomorrow I will start schooling.

Before this, I thought I can pass my Year 11 just like what I did in my Form 4.

But now I start to doubt myself.

Is it really so hard?

Frankly speaking,

....I feel insecure.

Many things and questions are going round and round in my mind.

I'm afraid that I can't bear the obstacles that I will be facing this year.

I'm also thinking about what I want to be in the future..

I don't know what I actually want. I need a direction.

My future is so blur...

And I heard that one of my church friends might be facing failure right now.

The company may not employ him as a full-time worker.

But I just hope everything will go fine..

In Jesus name.

Everything, no matter it's my problem or others'.

Lord, I need You to continuously guide me along the path of my life.

I am so weak.

So helpless.

But I believe your righteous hands will let everything go smooth.

You are the king of all kings.

And You love me so much.

I know you will not let me experience something that I cannot bear.

Lord, I just need You by my side.

Let Your will be done.

Amen.