My heart aches.

I would say this will be a regret in my entire life..

for not joining FLL and NRC this year.

FLL 2012 is in the progress..

and whenever I think I'm not there with Bintulu Hawks,

my heart really aches.

I mean, REALLY aches.

It was like....

I've became the past and new story begins.

And this new story doesn't have me inside.

Seems like it was yesterday when I joined FLL 2011..

I can picture everything in my mind.

Taylor's campus...different peoples...high atmosphere...everything.

It was fun, full with laughter and smiles.

Even the tears were sweet.

Over and over again, i feel sad because of this.

No one knows, how desperate I want to join.

Even I myself cant express my desperation completely.

But what can I do? besides wishing new Bintulu Hawks?

I truly hope that Bintulu Hawks can keep soaring and shining for God.

So that even I'm over here,

I can be proud of you guys.

And a little bit proud of myself because I WAS a Bintulu Hawk too xP

+U

My heart will always be with you, Bintulu Hawks.