It wasn't easy.

To let go and let's go

To forgive and forget

It isn't that easy.

I've tried. 

I've told myself everytime.

Over and over.

But still, it's tough..

Until now I still can't understand at certain times.

So I got upset.

But I don't know what am I upset about.

So I feel like shouting, feels like there are too much burdens in my heart...

But I don't know what burdens they are.

They are like....invisible.

How to find the right way to change myself?

Is everything gonna be alright when time passes?

Lord, please lead me through this.

People can't always catch you when you fall, but He can.

People can't always catch you when you fall, but He can.

This is what I learnt this year.

My emotion changed drastically from time to time. 

I wondered whether I was like this last year? ...Well, I don't know.

But I learned that..when I wasn't in a good mood and need someone to talk to, most of the time I couldn't find any. 

Just now

I felt like throwing things and shouting 

I even felt like updating emo status on fb

but instead I practiced my drum

listened to church songs

and sing praises =D

Miraculously, I got motivated slowly..

God encouraged me through the songs :) 

Even I didnt seek Him and tell Him how frustrated I was

He knows what I need

and catches me when Im about to fall.

People can't always catch you when you fall, but He can.

He is truly an awesome God!!!!

Praise the Lord!

Amen!